I want to tell God all the things I feel. All those secrets I keep hidden in fear of someone else not liking me. I have been rejected. I have been abused. I have let myself be closed off to people because of the pain that they have caused me.
I can't control what people do. I can't worry about who is going to make fun of me today. I just do what I know is right and go from there and learn to let it go.
It seems so easy to let it go. But that means giving up control. I'm not so sure about that mess. I'm a Leo. I love being on top and in charge. I tell you what you should do.
It's funny to you because you've never seen my anger side. I hardly ever let it go. I'm pretty much chill unless you come threatening me. Or you come and attack me for no reason.
To be honest. I hardly ever get mad. I may get upset but the anger I once had is gone. I don't do things out of anger. At least not anymore. Yes, there are a few times where I let it slip but what person doesn't?
I have been hurt by the ones who I thought were going to be good to me. Man was I wrong. I no longer trust people. That wall has been built higher.
I have been set up to fail. I hate when people do that to me. As of right now I'm sure the express employment people could careless about helping me. It isn't my fault the guy was hateful. I just pointed it out.
I don't think these people ever plan on helping me again. It's been a few weeks and nothing. It's just like the last place. I have given it time. I think I'm going to call. Apparently he's not going to answer my email. I'm going to make sure he knows how I feel over the phone.
I hate when people betray my trust. It gives me one more reason to not like them. I have this built up anger towards people and writing it out isn't helping.
The university of Phoenix is a bunch of crap. Already turned me into collections. How stupid are they? I don't think they listen either. I'm so enraged. I can't stand it.
I want to go off on them so bad. But I don't think it will do any good. No one is who they say they are.
I can't control what people do. I can't worry about who is going to make fun of me today. I just do what I know is right and go from there and learn to let it go.
It seems so easy to let it go. But that means giving up control. I'm not so sure about that mess. I'm a Leo. I love being on top and in charge. I tell you what you should do.
It's funny to you because you've never seen my anger side. I hardly ever let it go. I'm pretty much chill unless you come threatening me. Or you come and attack me for no reason.
To be honest. I hardly ever get mad. I may get upset but the anger I once had is gone. I don't do things out of anger. At least not anymore. Yes, there are a few times where I let it slip but what person doesn't?
I have been hurt by the ones who I thought were going to be good to me. Man was I wrong. I no longer trust people. That wall has been built higher.
I have been set up to fail. I hate when people do that to me. As of right now I'm sure the express employment people could careless about helping me. It isn't my fault the guy was hateful. I just pointed it out.
I don't think these people ever plan on helping me again. It's been a few weeks and nothing. It's just like the last place. I have given it time. I think I'm going to call. Apparently he's not going to answer my email. I'm going to make sure he knows how I feel over the phone.
I hate when people betray my trust. It gives me one more reason to not like them. I have this built up anger towards people and writing it out isn't helping.
The university of Phoenix is a bunch of crap. Already turned me into collections. How stupid are they? I don't think they listen either. I'm so enraged. I can't stand it.
I want to go off on them so bad. But I don't think it will do any good. No one is who they say they are.