Okay I am writing on my blog. It feels like I haven't written anything in a month or so because I've been busy with life.
I had my two year anniversary. And my birthday back to back. We left for Dallas yesterday. And that was crazy.
We got lost. Siri got us lost. You know it hit as to how many times the sign maybe correct but it's giving you wrong directions. Just because it may feel like the right way to go or because the GPS tells you to doesn't always mean it is the correct way to go.
We both were frustrated. We were yelling. We fight when we are driving no other time. The stress of traffic not moving and the construction got Siri confused.
It turned us in to mean and very angry people towards each other. Once we got in a good flow again we said sorry and moved on to the next place on the map.
It took us a hour and a half to find our hotel last night from grapevine. When it was only a thirty minute drive.
Patience isn't my strong suit. We were both hot and tired. It had been a long day. Fighting and getting upset at each other didn't help it made it worse.
How many times have you done that with God? Yelling and arguing with him over the direction of your life? Just because it takes to all different places.We can't see what lies ahead. He can and if he's helping you avoid heartache then so be it. We fuss and argue over the stupidest stuff in life.
When all God wants us to do is obey. He's got it figured out. And unlike Siri he can calm you with his love. He can use your frustration and turn it into an opportunity to bless someone else.
You gotta be careful when you tread on those lines. Often we get them so blurred we can't even see straight. It's because we let our anger get the best of us. When we should just calm our mess down and stop.
You being angry isn't getting you anywhere in life. Let it go. Let the hurt from the past go. We get ourselves lost and we don't even realize it. It's when God's loving kindness stops us in our tracks and turns us back around in the right direction.
Yes, it's uncomfortable. And yes, it can be annoying. But, wouldn't have been better to listen to his voice in the first place?
This trip isn't over. We have today and tomorrow. But, I wanted to leave you a little something. Just know that God's love is way bigger. And it's way better than human love.
If you get lost. Pray and ask for him to find you. He will meet you where you are and he will come to you.
Hope you all have a wonderful day. Be blessed.
-Nicole :)