Love is limitless. It is strong when you are weak. It is kind when you are mean. It is patient when you are impatient. It breaks every chain. It builds you up when you are down. Love is limitless. It holds you when you are afraid. It cares for you when you are sick. Love is limitless. It opens doors. It makes the impossible seem possible. It is the key that unlocks your promotion. Love is limitless. It shows a better version of yourself. It holds you to a higher standard. Love is limitless. It looks out for you. It protects you. It guides you. It holds true. Love is limitless. It is deeper than any ocean. It is wider than the sky. Love is limitless. It is compassion for others. It is a home for the homeless. It is a safe place to rest. Love is limitless. It is real. It is honest. It is painful. Love is limitless.
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Why is this happening? What is wrong with our world? Too many questions that need answering. God, please, please come back into our world. This place is a mess ever since we kicked you out. We thought we could do it but we can't. We live our lives in fear. We drive ourselves to hate each other if they don't agree with us. God, what have we done? This world doesn't need another rally. This world needs you and only you. God, please send your holy fire and rain down on us. Relight the fire that has been snuffed out. Lord, come back and show yourself strong. We need a revival. We need a change that will sweep this nation and bring her back on her knees. Lord God of heaven please hear our cries! We are a suffering people. We have made many mistakes. We kill for fun. We hurt people for joy. My heart breaks for their losses. People are dying in mass numbers. God of heaven please come back. We need you oh Heavenly Father oh how we need you to come and place is back into your loving arms. I am quit certain your heart breaks at the site of our evil doings. God, we pray that you are merciful and rescue us once again. Please, do not turn a deaf ear to our cries. Lord God our world is sick. And we are in desperate need of a healer. So, God I ask you hear me amongst the many others who cry out for you. Come back please and repair the broken hearts. The broken lives. The broken homes. The broken spirit. Heavenly Father, I pray all this to you. Lord Jesus our healer come and make yourself known. We need you now more than ever. Let your spirit break free. Let us not forget who you are and bring us back to being one nation under God. Holy, Holy, Holy is The Lord God almighty who was and is and is to come. I hope this prayer hits you hard. A wake up call for you. This world needs a Savior. And it's time for us to take our land back. Pray like never before. Cry like you have never before. Experience loss like you have never before. This world is falling apart. And we Christians just sit back and let it happen. Wake up people before it is to late!
I sometimes feel neglected. I feel I am pushed aside and left to my own devices at times. It sucks to be honest. At times I wonder if this is part of God's plan for my life.
I know he has something great in store for me but what is it? I am getting upset that nothing is working out job wise been thinking about that and maybe this is the job I was meant to have just maybe this the way I'm suppose to live. I look life and think at times" when did that happen?!" I am not confused. I know who I am just the money issue keeps coming up for me. I know God will provide. He has many times before but am I truly doubting that he will do it again? He has proven himself strong over and over. He has kept me. He has guided me. He has loved me. And all this time I'm sitting here worried and upset over nothing. He did it before and can and very well do it again. I know he is my main provider. I know he has everything under control. Why am I not getting this? Why am I way over here doubting his timing and his promises? Why?! I will tell you why it's because of my lack if faith and trust in him. I am honest and very open about my relationship with God. And I think people need to hear that it is OKAY to be frustrated and upset at him. I can't think of anything better than sitting somewhere new and writing about my day and my experiences there and that's something I'd love to do. I love to be able to pack up and drive to a new town and experience it. But, seeing that I have no money. I will wait. And when it is time I will enjoy the good life. But until then waiting is what I do best. Waiting around for my chance to shine. Waiting for my moment that changes my life. Waiting for a break from the mundane it will happen when the time is right. I feel much better after getting that off my chest. Hope you have a great evening friends. Until next time good night. I want to tell God all the things I feel. All those secrets I keep hidden in fear of someone else not liking me. I have been rejected. I have been abused. I have let myself be closed off to people because of the pain that they have caused me.
I can't control what people do. I can't worry about who is going to make fun of me today. I just do what I know is right and go from there and learn to let it go. It seems so easy to let it go. But that means giving up control. I'm not so sure about that mess. I'm a Leo. I love being on top and in charge. I tell you what you should do. It's funny to you because you've never seen my anger side. I hardly ever let it go. I'm pretty much chill unless you come threatening me. Or you come and attack me for no reason. To be honest. I hardly ever get mad. I may get upset but the anger I once had is gone. I don't do things out of anger. At least not anymore. Yes, there are a few times where I let it slip but what person doesn't? I have been hurt by the ones who I thought were going to be good to me. Man was I wrong. I no longer trust people. That wall has been built higher. I have been set up to fail. I hate when people do that to me. As of right now I'm sure the express employment people could careless about helping me. It isn't my fault the guy was hateful. I just pointed it out. I don't think these people ever plan on helping me again. It's been a few weeks and nothing. It's just like the last place. I have given it time. I think I'm going to call. Apparently he's not going to answer my email. I'm going to make sure he knows how I feel over the phone. I hate when people betray my trust. It gives me one more reason to not like them. I have this built up anger towards people and writing it out isn't helping. The university of Phoenix is a bunch of crap. Already turned me into collections. How stupid are they? I don't think they listen either. I'm so enraged. I can't stand it. I want to go off on them so bad. But I don't think it will do any good. No one is who they say they are. Anyone else feel like you are miss out on something? I am not sure why I feel left out mainly because I have noticed in the past few months I have been looking for jobs and having been getting interviews but nothing is working out.
I think partly because I have trust issues. I know God can provide but here again lies the issues of doubt and trusting if he truly can do what he says he will do. That make sense? My heart is for people but yet I don't like them. Getting hurt by people puts a damper on my self esteem and my whole outlook on life. I'd love for all my problems to just disappear but that takes away my willingness to listen and obey. I know it doesn't seem like the right thing to do but haven't you had your moments? You know when you thought all hell was breaking loose on you and your household? Didn't you think that there was no way in the world stuff was ever going to work out? Didn't you for a sliver of a second think God couldn't do it? My heart hurts. My head hurts. My body hurts. My everything hurts when I do not take the time to hear him out. God doesn't tell you no and not give you a reason. He makes you wait for something better. He doesn't want you hurt. So, why put yourself through it? I have been told I have a gift of writing. It didn't always happen like that I'm sure it was there I just never really tapped into it before only thing different about then the words I spoke then are still meaningful today. God's word is alive. It breathes live into me. He is my everything. For those who do not believe I don't know how you do it. I couldn't not believe after everything he has done for me. The proof is in the pudding so to speak. I'm alive. You're alive! I wanted to write because this is apart of who I am now. I write down my feelings. I am relatable to people. People want real. They want truth. They seek it out. I want to help point it out. In a world that is covered in lies. I want to offer them peace that surpasses all understanding. I want to show you love. Because this love never fails. He never, ever gives up on us. He is patient. He is kind. He is everything I am not and everything you're not. Lets face it no one will ever be good enough or holy enough to be God. He is it. No one before him and no one after him. Now, after all that the hurts I've experienced in life have damaged my heart and my ways of thinking. Out of those moments come beautiful pieces that were once ugly but now have more love attached to them. I give and I don't hardly get anything in return. I love and it is not given back. But, in all that mess came a Messiah. He came and picked my broken pieces and carefully put them back where they belong. He has my heart. He has my soul. He has my mind. He took my will and made it into his own. I gave him my all. I want to tell you that more than anything in this world there is a God who cares about you. You may not think so, but I believe he has your best interest at heart. After all he created you. He should know what is best for you. I leave you with this throughout my experiences I wouldn't know who to turn to if it wasn't for him. Had he not took a firm hold of my hand and led me through those storms. I wouldn't be alive to tell my story. You have a story to tell. You have more than enough tells to tell. Open your heart and let love come in and change you. No one else can love you like Jesus. After all he did take your place. Looking to start my own blog have no idea where to start hopefully I found the right place.
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