I know it looks like nothing is happening but, i promise you that there are things moving and taking shape. I am working hard. I am pushing my limits. I am pushing my boundaries. I am working my butt off and it will pay off later.
I am writing another book. I haven't decided to give it to them yet because well, in all honesty they don't deserve to have it. I don't have 900 dollars to give them. I know that if it's meant to happen it will work itself out.
I am very much excited about where life is taking me. I am looking forward to waking up with a new spark in my spirit. I think i got lost in the mix. I think I let other's decide for me. But, right now, in this moment I am no longer afraid.
I have no more chains. I have no more weights that used to hold me down. I am learning to know what it means to be free. In this blog I want you to know that there is nothing you can't achieve through Christ Jesus.
I have thought for the longest time that I can't do it. That this writing thing isn't for me. It's hard. I'm under a lot of pressure. I am not sure if others understand what kind of pressure it puts on me.
I don't talk like you. I don't sound like you. I have to push myself that much harder for people to take me seriously and for them to want to hear what i have to say and for that it makes me want to give up.
I have some big dreams. I have big hopes. I have big plans. But, all of these cost money and they are going to get expensive for that i want you to know that if you are not willing to put all you got into your dreams then what are you working towards?
I know that this company isn't what it should be, and for that it makes me work that much harder to achieve my dreams. So, for those who think this is easy you need to be reminded that if you want something you gotta work extremely hard for it.
But, you know what's a little hard work? I mean honestly, I'd rather work hard now and later on in life enjoy the fruits of my labor later. I think if you want to have anything in life you need to work hard for it. What are you willing to give up?
You see, if you want your dreams to come true you need to give things up and my friend isn't going to be easy but if it was then everyone would be doing it. Am I right?
So, I say all this to tell you with God all things are possible. He wants you to succeed. He wants you to be a blessing to those around you. He gave you these dreams to help you and those that are around you.
I'm sure this blog is a big mess but, you were born without limitations so, what are you doing putting them on you? You were born to be free. You were born to understand what it's like to live a good life. You were not born to live in poverty and disease. You were bought with a price.
You have dreams? What are they? You know what my dream is? I want to own a PR firm. I want to help people who can't get their start and I want to help put them out in the public. I have learned a lot and I want to help others get success and see their dreams come true!!
God has BIG PLANS FOR YOU!! just ask him what they are trust me he wants you to live the life you were born to have! Success is yours to take! So, claim it!! Be blessed and have a great night. (sorry for this mess. my mind is in a hundred didn't places at once. Night :)